~Hidupku Seorang Perantau~

After kelas kenegaraan semalam, aku..j..& fara g Canselori..nk g withdraw duit..hehehe~~kt sna tjumpa ngan effa punye..hahahah~~then..aku withdraw lebey skit gak..cuz esok kuar duit ptptn..and of coz atm akan dipenuhi oleh cikgu2 bitara ne..n aq tak brpe nk suka bratur2 ne..heheheh~~so..ive decided kuarkn skali byk skit la..hahaha~~(iklan: effa pny tuh rupany nk cek baki je..cuz duit ptptn tk kuar g…penat je die tggu lma)hahahaha..then..ktorg pown tggu la bus nk blek..Alhamdulillah…at last..smpai kt college..

Esoknya..TESLIANS digemparkn dgn berita Amylia a.k.a Amy kehilangan duit rm500…aq dpt tau dr Hajar yg Amy dah kesempitan wang sgt..lagi2 duit ptptn tk msok g..duit ne mak die kirim dr kmpg tau..ish3..cian kt Amy..and tnpa kuduga jgk…purse aq hilang!...ya Allah~~dah la bru withdraw smlam duit..cmna ne?..pnat aq cari..at last..jmpa gak purse aq tuh..Alhamdulillah..1 lagi ujian~~tak tau cmne..duit Amy rm500 tuh ble ada dlm purse aq..and teslians smua cam tuduh aq yg amek duit dy..smua bpaling muka ngan aq..ya Allah..besarnya ujian kali ini..semua tk prcaya ckp aq..xda org nk wat assignments ngan aq..

Aq dbicarakan oleh pihak UPSI~~aq heran knapa pihak UPSI langsung tk siasat bnda2 ne..dorg ble main tduh je aq yg curi duit Amy tuh..aq tewas dgn pbicaraan tuh..aq dfitnah..dianiayai…Ya Allah~`
Malam tuh..aq g bilik Atmam..nk tny pasal assignment CALL..dy tk tgk aq langsung pown..dy tk bgi masok pown bilik die..then..aq kuatkn semngat g bilik Mastura..cuz dia pair aq tuk literature…aq nk tny pasal poem analysis tuh..die tk jwab pown soalan aq..aq cm nk nanges da tyme ne..hanya Allah je dpt pham prasaan aq tyme ne..

Akhirnya..aq decide..aq nak blek Sabah..ngan pemly tchenta..yg sntiasa prcaya aq..yg sntiasa stand by me..aq decide nk smbung study kt UMS..esoknya..aq jumpa ngan member tsyang aq..Fara..J..& Faezah..dorg byk kali pujuk tkyah blek Sabah..aq bkn takut ngan tuduhan ne..aq Cuma tk sgka smua kwan2 aq snggup tuduh aq sesuka hati..

Tyme tuh ktorg tgh dinner..esok aq dah nk blek Sabah..Fara..J…n Faezah dinner buat kali terakhir ngan aq..aq dah nanges2 da..tk tahan ngan dugaan ne..Ya Allah…Kau kuatkanlah semangatku~~tgh dinner tuh..tserempak ngan Adam…Fitri..Hafiz..Pak Din n Tamrin…Fitri sgt2 la kejam..die ble je ckp....nasib baik ada member2 kesygan aq ne..terima kasih wahai sahabat…

Malam tuh..tgh packing barang..zati sms aq..
zati: assalamualaikum sheila..
sheila: waalaikumsalam
zati: sy dgr uawk nk blek sabah esok..nk tuko university..kesian ngan awk..
sheila: ye..nk blek da..smua tk prcya sy..
zati: xpe2..smua dugaan
sheila: awk prcaya sy kn zati..thanks ye..
zati: tk..sbnrnya.sy sms ne..nk ucap slmat tggal kt awk..
sheila..assalamualaikum...

aq sungguh tkilan dgn zati..namun..aq pasrah..aq mmg tk sesuai d cni..aq harus pulang..

Sekali lagi..brita yg agak mgejutkn aq..rupa2nya..Amy yg buat smua bnda tuh..dy yg sngaja kenakn aq..aq sndri tak tau apa sbbnya..to Amy..kalo aq ada wat slah silap..a minta maaf sgt2..tkpela..smua ne dah tkdir..

Tapi..aq tetap with my decision..Esoknya..aq ucapkn slmat tggal kpd KHAR~~UPSI..aq dah nk blek ke tmpat asal aq..Sabah Negeri di Bawah Bayu…kmbali ngan pemly aq…mama aq..daddy aq..my brothers..sisters…aq akan kuat..

Then…ring ding dong..ring ding dong…ding ding ding…
OMG~~its 11:00 a.m..class literature kul 1ptg ne…waaa…lmbat suda..Astagfirullah~~apa aq mimpi ne?ya Allah~~~~nasib baik mimpi…ish3

p/s: lain kali baca doa n cuci kaki sblum tdo ye kengkawan..nnt dpt mimpi cmne…nguahahahahaa…weee~~`

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why??

why??
why am i having same dream again & again?
why?
why?
does it have any connection with me?
i don't think so..
lalalala
mimpi just mainan tidur ye..
weee~~

p/s: da jd tk betul..byk gile assignments~~

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THE DEMON LOVER

Author Unknown

"Oh, where have you been, my long, long love,
this seven years and more?"
"Oh, I've come to seek my former vows
Ye granted me before."
"Oh, do not speak of your former vows,
For they will breed sad strife;
Oh, do not speak of your former vows,
For I have become a wife."
He turned him right and round about,,
And the tear blinded his ee:
"I would never have trodden on this ground
If it had not been for thee."
"If I was to leave my husband dear,
And my two babes also,
Oh, what have you to take me to,
If with you I should go?"
"I have seven ships upon the sea---
The eighth brought me to land---
With four-and-twenty bold mariners,
And music on every hand."
She has taken up her two little babes,
Kissed them on cheek and chin:
"Oh, fare ye well, my own two babes,
For I'll never see you again."
She set her foot upon the ship---
No mariners could she behold;
But the sails were of the teffeta,
And the masts of the beaten gold.
She had not sailed a league, a league,
A league but barely three,
When dismal grew his countenance,
And drumlie grew his ee.
They had not sailed a league, a league,
A league but barely three,
Until she espied his cloven foot,
And she wept right bitterly.
"Oh, hold your tongue of your weeping," said he,
"Of your weeping now let me be;
I will show you how the lilies grow
On the banks of Italy."
"Oh, what hills are yon, yon pleasant hills,
That the sun shines sweetly on?"
"Oh, yon are the hills of heaven," he said,,
"Where you will never win."
"Oh, whaten a mountain is yon," she said,
"So dreary with frost and snow?"
"Oh, yon is the mountain of hell," he cried,
"Where you and I will go."
He struck the top-mast with his hand,
The fore-mast with his knee;
And he broke that gallant ship in twain,
And sank her in the sea.

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Family~~~

assalamualaikum..nak share something yg sangat2 menyentuh hati~~nak dijadikan crita..ari isnin lalu..me,j,n fara nak g makan pizza..yummy2~~sedap~~hahah~~then we kept waiting for the bus nak blek kolej..almost an hour..fuh..then, suddenly..dtgla seorang pakcik..dlm lingkungan 50an..maybe..he then suddenly..

pakcik: assalamualaikum nak..pakcik nk tny sumtin..ade tk anak ternampak anak pakcik ne(smbil menunjukkn gmbar anakny)..anak pakcik ne da hilang 3 bulan da..pakcik sekeluarga da cri dy kt bnyak tmpat da..dy ilang kt Kuala Terengganu..

ktorang seriously tk pernah nmpk anak pakcik tuh..yg sgt2 myentuh hati..just imagine..da 3 bulan anak uncle tuh ilang..but they keep on searching for him..somemore..for ur info..anak pakcik tuh OKU..lagi..they came from Kuala Terengganu..smpai Tanjong Malim Perak..i almost cry tgk kesungguhan pakcik tuh n family..

im just wondering..sekarang..nak cari parents mcm tuh..rsany, smua parents mmg cmtu.but we as their child..susah sgt nak hargai ibu bapa..banyk kes yg kita dgr da skang..a son killed his mother only for rm4..i also have read news about daughter killed her biological mum cuz kena hasut ngan her stepmum..aduyai~

appreciate our parents guys~..ada org still nk jga parents dorg..tp Allah lebih syg mereka..kita yg msh dberikan peluang..do appreciate them..take care of them as they raise us perfectly until now..


p/s: aq buat post ne cuz baru dpt call dr my mum...waa...miss my mum~~~

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Alhamdulillah~~

my kakak getting better~~
she's fine now..
thanks friends for all ur pray...
thanks so much~~
thanks for ur support~~
really appreciate it



with love,
sheila~~

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i'm tired

tired.............................
i don't have the courage..................
don't have the strength...............

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I just don't have the strength~~

no wonder i felt extremely happy yesterday..ketawa ja..rupa2ny Allah nk uji aq..ive got phone call from my mum and she told me that my kakak kena tahan kt wad..im so shocked!..cuz of demam denggi..i almost faint when i heard that news.Ya Allah...hope she will be fine soon..xda mood nk wt assignment..kept thinking bout my kakak..Thanks friends for all ur support..Thanks J..Fara..Faezah..Fatien..Kak Sof..Shenn..Memy..Chak..Lyn..Myn..Feyza..Kak Lok..Mizah..Nasma..Lynder..and others..really appreciate it..Crying and crying and crying..i do..i do..i do...really need ur support friends~~please help me..for now,i just don't have the strength~~

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~KHAR jammin~

nak crita jugak ne..hehehe...last saturday was my first day jammin with KHAR band..ngeh3..they were playing many songs..muse song.acab..but the one that i sang with the band was Revolusi by bunkface..weee~~ngeh3..tanks to abg azzahairi and his friends..nnt ktorg dtg join lgi yer...hahaahahah~~~





cek2 sound..nguahahahah~~

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~Dinner~

Dinner?
Huh..
weeee~~~
today, my beloved papa a.k.a my advisor ..Dr. Goh Hock Seng...invited all of his advisee to have dinner together..to be exact, Dr. Goh wants to give slip result kami..
Venue: Garden Deli, Tanjong Malim
Date : 7th of January 2010
Time : 8:00 p.m

whoa~~it is such an awesome night..weee~~1st reason, cuz me and effa wore formal attire..ngeee..~konon nk jd budak baek~ngahaaghgaha...as soon as we went there..all people wore casual attire jew...hahaha~~i met two of tesl seniors..kak azlina and kak stephanie..~do i spell it right?..hahaa..watever..hehe~kak steph asked us.."just going back from class"...effa: lebih kuranglah..~~actually, she only wants to cover the fact that we r too semangat...hahaha~~Dr Goh is such a great lecturer..he really knows how to manage situation..~as many of us still do not know each other~..he really got many stories to tell..credits to Dr Goh..weee~~eating+sharing stories+gossiping~got ka?..hahaha+playing games~..great!..still remembered Dr Goh said.."I only know 3 things in Jawi..alif..be..te.." harharharhar..really2 funny..hak3..somemore..the only guy in our group..shahril..when playing the name games..he shout out my name as "shima" and effa "emma"..ehehehehe...suka ati engko je..haahahaha..i really do enjoy tonight..meeting many new friends from Bahasa Cina Programme...BM programme somemore..Still got funny thing..when effa ate also..~not to mention here~ngeh3..the red packet also..i thought all of us gonna get that..ngagahagahha..only to the one and only..Putri..congrats 4 ur result..4.00 whoaaaaa...try harder tis sem yer ms Sheila...FIGHTING!



kami yg sengallll~~~ngeh3

p/s: to effa~~hope kita dpt red packet tu nnt yer..hahahaha..da semangat siot td..hahaha

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Annoying Things To Do On An Elevator...or a lift..heheh

1) CRACK open your briefcase or handbag, peer Inside and ask "Got enough air in there?"
2) STAND silent and motionless in the corner facing the wall without getting off.
3) WHEN arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to yank the doors open, then act as if you're embarrassed when they open themselves.
4) GREET everyone with a warm handshake and ask him or her to call you Admiral.
5) MEOW occasionally.
6) STARE At another passenger for a while. Then announce in horror: "You're one of THEM" - and back away slowly
7) SAY -DING at each floor.
8) SAY "I wonder what all these do?" And push all the red buttons.
9) MAKE explosion noises when anyone presses a button.
10) STARE, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce: "I have new socks on."
11) WHEN the elevator is silent, look around and ask: "Is that your beeper?"
12) TRY to make personal calls on the emergency phone.
13) DRAW a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers: "This is my personal space."
14) WHEN there's only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder, then pretend it wasn't you.
15) PUSH the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more.
16) ASK if you can push the button for other people but push the wrong ones.
17) HOLD the doors open and say you're waiting for your friend. After a while, let the doors close and say "Hi Greg, How's your day been?"
18) DROP a pen and wail until someone reaches to help pick it up, then scream: "That's mine!"
19) BRING a camera and take pictures of everyone in the lift.
20) PRETEND you're a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and exits with the Passengers.
21) SWAT at flies that don't exist.
22) CALL out "Group hug" then enforce it.

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3-4-11

well..here i am again..in new semester..new house..new roomate..new housemates..hahahaha~~tired of this thing i called "beramah mesra" with new roomate..but, things worked well in my new house..hehe..aq nak story banyak about my rumah dlu..waaa...im going to miss all of them..mereka2 itu yg dikenali sbg..kak sofie..kak iza..kak ani..kak siti..fatien..wawa & yah..




mereka2 inilah family 3-4-11~~



we are happy family..

lalala..lets start ngan bilik no.3..a.k.a my bilik~~hooooho
FIY, bilik ne didiami 2 gadis cantewk..~~kan fatien??heheheh~

~kitorg yg chantek..weee~

wah...tk sngka dpt kwan dr kedah ne..alo star gurl..wahh gitu~~..hehehe..jd rumate lak tuh..fatin najwa~...hoho..
seriously,1st kita 1 blik kn nek..aq takut wo sma ko~~ngeh3...mukak serius giler beb~~then..tyme orientasi sma2 ngn ko~~smkn rapat da..semakin ari semakin syg..hahah..merepek..hahahaha...nenek fatien..hello fatien~~..im going to miss tis also~~nnt mst aq windu ko suh solat kalo da msok waktu..."sheila, bgonla solat..cmne nk jd guru bitara ne?"hehehehehe~then..aq msti windu kita g cafe exactly kul 11pgi just to buy ...ayam goreng...hahahaha~~lucu bah~~~another thing lagi..knal ngn ko ne..aq bru dpt tau..owg kedah tukar r jd q..aloq staq..ngeh3..membaziaq..zimbabwe~~hahahahah~...

skang bilik 4 lak..
ahaha...ne bilik kelate ne..hohoh~~org2 blik ne wawa n yah~~



~wawa n yah~

>>wawa a.k.a macik over~~
ngeh3..ne lagi satu macik..hahah..lawak giler beb..asal kelate..hoho~tidak q sangka dpt kwn dr kelate gak..hehehe...going to be cikgu akaun..can't stop laughing when think bout her..paling xble lupa..brrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeaaadddddd..hahaha~~~im going to miss tat..hehehe...ada lagi..expired datttttteeeee....hahahahaha~~nnt msti aq windu nk msok blik korg tyme study week..alalala...bilik korg kn sejuk cm korea..hahahah~~

>>yah
kelate gak~~igt yah..igt c cute a.k.a roazhar~~ngeh3..cuteeeee~~~npa la aq xsatu kos ngan dy ne~~ngeh3..waa~~kot2 i jd nattu oghe qelate..date ghumoh ak k..hahahaha~~betul ka aq cakap ne??hehehe...tiap2 isnin before lecture ms hasimah msti tserempak ngan c cute..maka ari isnin jgkla aq akn jd gumbiraaa..hahaha~aik..kluo topik lak aq..hahahaha...

continue g with bilik 2..
dlm rumah ktorg..bilik ne la dpt anugerah bilik tcantik n tkemas..ngehngehngeh...penduduk kat bilik ne Kak Iza & Kak Siti..


~Kak Iza & Kak Siti~

>>Kak Iza
...ne lah ketua rumah 3-4-11...ayu gila kak iza ne..senior Sabah amek kos pengajian am..hohoh..relax jer akak ne..orgny cntik..putih..~~tp i lagi cute.hahaha...~~waaa..best dpt senior sabah gak..windu tyme kita ckp sabah..bulih ba kalo ko..hahaha..at least..dpt gak rsa cm d sabah wlupown hakikatny aq kt perak..hohoho

>>Kak Siti
ne lak rumate kak iza..akak dekan nickname kak siti..da 2 sem bturut2 dpt dekan..suspek abes wa..hhehehe..amek kos bm..asal kedah..aq xkn lupa saat2 kak siti marah kmi2 yg junior ne..tu lah..gatai sgt nk main2 dinding.."korg tau tk dinding ne bkn konkrit"..kata2 keramat kak siti..hahahaha..dah la kena tgur..bkn nk stop..makin buat lak...hahahahah...tp,to Kak siti..try2 la ketuk2 dinding tuh..msti best pny..hahahah

lastly,. room no.1....
Rakyat2 kt bilik ne ialah Kak Sofie..n Kak Ani..



~kak soft n kak ani~

>>Kak Soft
1st impression..kak liyana jasmay!!..hahahha~~..kak soft ne dr johor n amek kos akaun..kak soft ne ceria je..trutamnya dgr jew nama abg irwan a.k.a abg kak soft..hahahah~~yg paling aq xble lupa saat2 kita d balkony ari jumaat kul 1ptg..kak soft,wawa n aq..hahaha..~pham2 la ye.~hahahah~~best kn jd student!..hahaha

>>kak Ani
hoho..another Sabahan girl..ngee..kak ani~~cool jew..hoho..aq akn miss kak ani yg slalu tenang jew..bak kata yah.."kak ani xnmpk pown cm sem4"..hoho...awet muda yer..ngeh3..wowowowo..windu ngan persidangan sabah kt meja makan ngan kak ani n kak iza..hahaha..~~mgulas kampung halaman masing2..i still remembered..kak ani asked.."sheila,kalo d tawau apa bah yg best"..ngeh3..dgn blur aq bilang parkwell..haha..last2 aq bilang..plg best d tawau..aq la..hahaha


waaaa...sedey wa~.im going to miss all of u...ngeh3..and im sure..msti rakyat2 3-4-11 ne windu aq..aq yg slalu ckp dri sndri cute..slalu crita sesuatu yg kemudiannya mnjd sesebelas..hahaha,,perasan lak aq..wuteva it is..thanxx for all ur love and care guys..luv u!!!!

~in memory of 3-4-11..2009~

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