IF...

If you think you’ve lost,
You certainly have lost
If you think you couldn’t make it,
You will never do it
If you love to win, but you don’t have the confidence,
It maybe you couldn’t win
If you think you will lose,
Maybe outside the world,
You could found the victory
This comes from one’s mind,
Started when you think about it
Think you can do it,,
It’s all in your mind.

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My name is CHANCE!

They’re making mistake when they said I will not coming back when I’ve knocked and didn’t see you in it. Everyday, I stand in front of the door. And wake you up from your dream and stand for your victory. Laugh like a child who wins his game. In order to abolish the victory, be a deaf and blind people. My judgment is fair. I will help those who said “I can!!!” without any hesitation. But, maybe it could stand and be someone. Don’t ever cry for any golden chance that you’ve missed. Don’t be sad with every victory you’ve had. That’s who am I..CHANCE!

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Love my Family

I do! I do! I do! I do love my family so much..can’t imagine my life without them..i love my dad..my mum..my crazy ever siblings..uhuhu..i love you all~~~
-my dad (Julmohamad bin Hj. Sauragal)
-my mum ( Timang binti Oppes)
-my siblings
1.The cool bro ever-Sufian
2. The playful one-nasir
3. Beautiful sister ever (bangga kalo dy tgk nih)-norliza
4. caring bro-saiful
5. always the cute one-me..me and me..hahaha
6. the slow one-norziana..hahah
7. the most precious one-faizal
I love you eternity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Difference between 2008 and 2009?heheh

Happy birthday to myself..Thanks for those who wished me..Love you guys! Muahhxxx…This section is merely about the difference between my birthday last year and this year..hahaha..
2008
-Hari Raya Aidiladha was on same day with my birthday
-I was in Labuan Matriculation College
-A surprised birthday party by my best friends ever(thanks to Mahani,Echak,Salina,Nasma n Elie)
-Got phone call from Azmil at 12:00am on 8th dec(dia kasi dengar lagu bufday dlm laptop dia..lawak2)
Probably because he don’t know to sing well.hahha..thanks Azmil!..
-Got many birthday wishes from friends
-Got birthday wish from Afiq!(so happppyyyy…..coz I do like him..hahha..dulu jak yah!)
-Thanks for the cake and all the gifts…wee~~
-My mum the 1st one called me early in the morning just to say happy birthday!..hahha..and cmat ari raya..hahha
2009
-I’m here at my home! Tawau yeay!
-Salle and Janjan went to Tawau and give my gift..luv u guys!
-Makan kfc which my bro sponsored..hek3
-my youngest bro give most memorable gift..hahahah
-thanks to my sis for the gift(though I know already what she planned with my mum..hahahha)
-thanks for those birthday wishes
-Azmil called but I didn’t answer..so long didn’t talk to him..hahha

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beauty

A good friend of mine once told me,” Do u know I could hardly smile when I was in primary school? I was afraid that people might look at my teeth and think that I am ugly.” Is this scenario familiar to you? Well...According to Oxford Dictionary, beauty is defined as qualities in someone or something that give pleasure to senses or lift up mind of spirit. How about you? What is beauty in your opinion? My friend told me beauty is key to attract people. Is that so? The ideal girlfriend described by most of guys in my class has features like fair, flawless skin, big and clear eyes, long glossy hair, and lean sexy legs. As for ladies, I believe each of us drools over tall handsome guys with big broad shoulder, hard muscles and a charming smile that can make us faint(include me as well..hahaha). The truth is, being beautiful is one of the things that people desire, regardless of gender. However, their concept of being beautiful is merely about the outward appearance. It is all about the branded clothing, the imported cosmetics and the latest hairstyle. Doesn’t this tell the truth outward beauty is very much emphasized? Just look at the world today, they are paying so much attention the world concept of beauty and neglected their inner being, who they really are and what are their values in life? We are bombarded everyday with beauty contests like Miss Universe and shows like Extreme Makeover, as well as the People Magazine featuring the most beautiful people in the world. It is all about world view of beauty today. Being overly beauty is not healthy at all. Anorexia Nervosa may result of being obsessed with beauty as one may go on with extremely diet just to have slimmer body like a model. Well, personally..I have always believed that I am beautiful..I remembered my lecturer at matriculation(Ms Ju) once said that..Just when you woke up early in the morning..rushed to the mirror and said “I AM BEAUTIFUL”..Just take the examples of ,my friend..frankly, there is nothing wrong with her teeth..yes, they aren’t very beat but indeed her teeth are very healthy..my friend actually a beautiful girl but she is so blind to see it until today..She always thinks she’s ugly just because her teeth but yet her skin is flawless and she has a nice figure that I have longed for..Sad to say, millions of people in the world today still think and feel they are ugly. Everyone of us yearned to be beautiful. We cannot deny the fact that we are naturally attracted to pleasant looking people. If you think you are plain and ordinary, do not desperate and look down to yourself because beauty is only skin-deep. Beauty is not about the outward appearance. Having inner beauty such as pleasant personality, humility, integrity, love, patience and kindness is more important. It is useless to be beautiful outside but self seeking inside. So, simply acquire inner beauty that creates long lasting impact and impression to other people..!...weee~~~

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incredible journey

18th November
One hour journey to LCCT was indeed awesome!..Forgot all the bad things!yeah!..In the bus..I met with someone..He sat beside me.He was also a college student.Going back to Sandakan.Same flight with shenn.We get to know each other with him a.k.a Wan.At last, we arrived at LCCT..can’t wait for my flight..hehehe..Need to wait for another hour before can check-in.Wan “lepak” with us as he don’t have other friend..poor him..hahahha…Me always fight with this rock kapak guy a.k.a wan..hahaha..cari pasal jak..hahahah…he was such a nice guy..hope to see him again and quarrel somemore..hahha...My eyes really look like panda’s eyes already..not getting enough sleep..hahah..never mind..i’m going to sleep later on in plane..However, sat beside me in plane was an Engineer..He was Uncle Rukma..Love talking with him..we chit-chat about many things..i envy him as Uncle Rukma was a successful man..He owns a company..2hours and 30 minutes journey to Tawau was an incredible!!..heheh


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Bad dAY!

17th November
Yeah! Going back home tomorrow! T-A-W-A-U!!!!! here I come..weee~~today was such a bad day! Completely finished with the packing thingy..hehehe.. Finished my last paper today (English for Communication)…Alhamdulillah..Well..let’s start the story..I’ve enjoyed such a great experience with sheena, nia, mel and tamrin this day..we planned to take the train from Tanjong Malim to KL Sentral and from there we take a bus to LCCT..Rushed back home after the last paper..we going to take the 6:30pm train..somehow..nia,mel and tamrin haven’t finished packing.so,me and shenn decided to take the 7:30pm train..as all of us reached the KTM Station..suddenly!!!!......the 7:30pm train is delayed to 8:30pm..yah3..waiting for another one hour..thanksss KTM!..Met with Abg Kak Sofi at the station..such a nice guy..he helped me to carry my bag..thanksss Abg Kak Sofi a.k.a Abg Irwan..Around 10:30pm we arrived at KLSentral..Another bad thing happened..The LCCT bus just a few minutes early from us..arrrgghhh..the next bus is at 3:00am..meaning to say, we’re going to spend a night here! At KL Sentral..huh!..A day of waiting and waiting..Wasting our time eating at Mcd..fuh!....

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SANGGAR...

apakah??
sanggar is "pisang goreng" la in Tawau...hahaha..
slalu guna "sanggar" d upsi neyh..
dn mulalah kwn2 aq tunjuk mukak blur tuh..weee~~
mengidam weyh maw makan sanggar...
weee~~~
petang2 kalo ada sanggar+milo..
teh pown ble gak...
perrggghhhhh.,..
best weyh...
balik tawau nnt..
jom g makan sanggar kmpg jawa..
weee~~~
sanggar...bila ko maw muncul dlm idup q neyh...


tgh dgoreng..weee~~


sanggar kmpg jawa bkn gni sebab byk kropoknya...weee

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bila senior marah...

hahahaha...
tu lah...main g..org suru study p main ketuk2 dinding...hahahahahaha....
kata kak siti, "tau tk ne bkn konkrit tau..(smbil menunjuk ke arah dinding yg telah diketuk sekian lama oleh aq,hello fatien,wawa a.k.a macik over n yah)...fuh!...ketakotan...kenebesan...tgk reaksi kak siti...weee~~hahahahaha....kak siti marah ktorg...tu lah main lagi(kata kak iza)....kak sofi menyambung..(dorg ne mmg)hahahahahahahahaha....xdpt lupa weyh...weeee~~~

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study week~~~

last nite..
genaplah study week aq slama seminggu..too many things happened during that time..hahahaha..study linguistics bah aq dlu..waaaa..ketakutan sma paper ni..ishhh3....hehehe...hrp2 dpt yg terbaeeeeekkkkk for this exam...FIGHTING!

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sometimes....

Sometimes...
a lot of opportunity came in our life.
We need to choose either grab it or drop it.

Sometimes...
the opportunity just came once.
Sometimes...
it may change our life.
Sometimes...
it doesn't change anything.
Sometimes...
we can't decide what the right decision to be made.

Sometimes...
we need help to make decision.

Sometimes...
nobody can help us.
Sometimes...when we lose it, we'll regret.
Sometimes...when we grab it, we had a joy.
Sometimes...we just waiting it to be true.
Sometimes...it came when we need it.
Sometimes...it never come although we wish for it.

So, when it come, choose the right decision and grab it as you wish for...

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class olahraga...weee~~

ehem2..
olahraga??
1st thing come to my mind..
arrgghhh...
lontar peluru..
berat tuh..
heheheehehehe..
but indeed this class is fun..
hahahahaha
im going to miss olahraga class..
esp kak lok a.k.a our coach..
though sometimes i always cause trouble to kak lok..
hehehe..
sorry kak lok!..
miss doing the warming up thingy..
the ert teachers..



gonna miss u all guys!!


teslians such a camwhore...hahahaha



whoa...effa dear..u're such a drama queen..hehehehe

p/s:.im so sleepy..aq tk tau pa kena mgena benda ne ngan post kt atas..hahahaha

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bila sem 1 da over...weee~~~

uisshhh...
how come??
so fast oooo..
already study week without my realization..
hehehehehehe...
means..
i have 6 more semesters here+1 semester practicum..
hahaha..
still long way to go..
this sem..
though only seems like a short time..
but indeed too many things happened..
met many new friends from many places..
whoooaaaa..
im happy being one of the teslians here..
hahahahahahahaha
lv myself!!
weee~~~

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dear h1t8......

saja nk wt post pasal korg2 ne..
pemly h1t8..
weyh windu la sma kmu..
weee~~
esp aeyn,feyza,eyva,olga,huda..
dieyn member penghambur sma aq dlm class sir leirfos..
mst sir leirfos windu aq ne..
terry yg slalu gado ma aq..
windu maw gadu sma ko neyh terry..hehehehe...
steph yg lucu..
my mummy a.k.a aqillah...
prof..
sepa g???
josie jiran q d blok b..
maryam yg kilik..
kakak ipar q a.k.a zakiah...
dan korg2 smua la..
weyh..
bla maw jmpa neyh..
hehehehe...


kuarga h1t8..wee




starz h1t8



sir leirfos blanja burger weyh...weee



kakak ipar!!!...misshhh u..



cute smua neyh...heeee

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what i've learnt today....

I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow."

"I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life." "I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making a life'."

"I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance."

"I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back."

"I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision."

"I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one."

"I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone."

"People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back."

"I've learned that I still have a lot to learn."

"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."

p/s: APPRECIATE THINGS AROUND YOU...THERE'S A REASON WHY ALLAH DID THAT. ^_^

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syukur sangat2....

weeee...
arrrgghhhh...
3more presentation to go..
aduyai..
not even start to study...
just now having dinner at one smile bistro restaurant with j...
eyh...
abang waiter ne cm kenal jew...<>
owh ya!!!!
bekas mantan pengerusi baksis..badan kebajikan siswa siswi sabah
abg tuh tny...dik,da order?
aq smbung...
abg kn bekas pengerusi baksis??
eyh,sabah jgk ka dek?
aq tnyla abg tuh dy keja sna ka..
abg tuh nk cari duit lebey rupanya...
nk support dri sndri..
bli tket blek sabah..
ya allah..
bertuah sgt aq neyh...
duit tk cukup..
beliau bagi..
abg2 kirim...
tiket balik xpena nk bli sndri..
bersyukur sgt2..
apa2 pown..
aq bsyukur sgt2...
sungguh2 bg tuh keja..
hmmmm..
2jak la nk crita..
tatata...
weeeeee...



p/s: bsyukur la dgn apa yg korg ada yah...weeee...luv my family...wweeee...miss u all!!!!!!

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Am I being too childish???

childish ka aq neyh???
then why people keep saying.."sheila,don't be so childish..u grow up girl..u're going to be 19teen soon"....
this few weeks i kept hearing the same things about me..
am i really childish??
some of my coursemates also said that...
"how are u going to be a teacher if u urself acting like a child"...
i asked some of my friends also..
same answers again and again
though some indeed really like my style..
huh!..
so?
should i change myself???
is it really my fault if i'm afraid of dark places??
don't know to cross the roads?
always laugh about really small and simple things?
main2 dlm class...
merajuk at simple things...
even some of my lecturers told me to be serious...
i'm sick of this things..
aduyai...
this is just me!!!!
aq ndak hipokrit pown..
cmna aq nk brubah ne???
da ne aq yg real...
weeeee...



p/s: so should i change myself????????weeeee....

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SnaiLs....+....Siput Babi....

My colleagues and I talked about snails this morning and I couldn't help but to ponder over it..

i) Snails are molluscs that have shells. They are found in fresh and sea water, and some snails have also adapted to life on land. So are snails considered seafood?

ii) Why are they called "Siput Babi" in Malay? What is "siput", actually? And do they look a bit like "babi"? If that's the case, are they not "halal"?

iii) If they do have relations to the pigs, how about "wo niu" in Mandarin? As far as my understanding goes, "wo" means shell and "niu" means cow. So now they are related to the cows??

iv) Snails must have sounded quite un-classy, otherwise the delicacy dish wouldn't have been known as "escargot". Or is "escargot" another meaning of snails in another language?

p/s:..weee....i'm still confused about this little thing called snails a.k.a siput babi...

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Happiness came in the blink of an eye....weeee...

Alhamdulillah...
everything makes me happy today...
Pas solat subuh..
went to j house..
urus courses registration for sem2...
at last we are able to get the internet connection...
so damn slow last nite...
huh...
can't even enter the upsi portal..
at 730am..
everything completed!..yeay!!!!
plan nk smbung tido..
but then...
lupa nk cuci kain...
so cancel plan nk tdo..
wink2!...
finished everything at 10am...
class start at 3pm..
so got time somemore...
kak ani asked my help to translate her work...
nasib la jd budak tesl neyh..
uhuk2...
then on9 again and again...
uix...
org sot on9 gak...
die text me 1st..yeay..
tau takut...weeekkkk....
then i went to class...
i thought i will be the only one who're late..
as i entered the bus..
ahahahaha...
j,fara,tamrin,fitri,pakdin,hafiz....
smua ada kt bus tuh..
hahahaha....
lambat berjemaah kot..wee
unfortunately...
my group tk smpat nk present today..heeee..
plan nk g pizza after class...
bus g pekan tuh tk nak gerak gak..
frust waiting for half an hour..
then..we go straight to college..
da la aq mgidam sgt pizza neyh..+nk jumpa abg nsem keja sna tuh..
sakit ati+geram..
on the way going to 1 smile bistro..
i met c cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahaha
gmbiranya!!!!!!!!
cute ooooooo....
until nite..
chat ngan org sot...syg la ko pck..weee...
(a.k.a pck..weeee)
chat ngan amalina gak..
misssssss her soooo much...
besties 4ever babe!!!!
chat ngan mia gak bout her relationship ngan adam...uhuh...
xde benda nk wat mlm ne..
dok gosip ngan housemates je...
but indeed..
today was such a happy day for me...

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sadness.....fuh!

5th october 2009...
went to lecture with dizziness+red eyes...
today lectures all presentation..
luckily i already done all the presentation..
(jeleknya present kalo mata merah2...hehehehe)
class finished at 12pm..
met my advisor today(dr goh)..
regarding the sem 2 timetable...
why we should do our own timetable???????
such a hard time to do it..weee...
decided to eat kfc today..with j and effa..(results from being so stress!..hahaha)
on the way to pekan..saw an accident...
a secondary school boy was bleeding+motorcycle accident..
so damn scary to see that..huh!..
arrived college at 2pm..
as usual...
online and online...
org sot tu online gak..
do i care???
suddenly...
tetido lak..
hak3....
woke up at 6pm..haiyo...
ym ngan my sis at ukm..weeee...
ym with the teslians also..
dgn c sot jgk..which then turned into a quarrel..isk3..
not my fault though..
at nite..
got discussion..
went to faezah n fara house...
just another day of busy+stress...
weeeee.....

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how I end my weekend...

missed my family back at Tawau...
my caring dad...
loving mum...
bro2 aq yg gila..
sis aq..,<>
geng cute a.k.a adik2 aq...<>
missed them so much!!!!...luv u all forever...
today i'm not in the mood to do my assignments..hehe..
just playing games from the moment i woke up until right now..
i'm not angry with that person anymore..
i'm just forget it and i admit it was me who are damn stupid...weeee
suddenly today...
i started missing my life back at primary and secondary school...
at night..
suddenly not feeling well...
got fever+red eyes somemore....
aisshhhh...
2moro got class at 8..
hope i can make it..

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to us as a child....

everyone...
i have something that is indeed really touched me..
i found this at iluvislam...
i dropped my tears as i read this...

Selalunya, saya atau mungkin sesiapa saja to whom this thread may concern lebih banyak meluangkan masa bersama2 mama,ummi,ibu or mak.. Abah, abi, papa atau ayah ke mana? Kerjalah.. Sibuk.. Sibuk.. Seseorang yang bergelar bapa memang selalu sibuk.. Tapi, pernahkah diri ini ambil beberapa detik ketika untuk merenung balik masa2 silam, kenangan2 lama, yang mungkin saja akan menghilang. Ya, menghilang.. Namun kukira, hilangnya kenangan dari memori seseorang adalah disebabkan empunya diri itu sendiri. Wahai hati dan juga sanubari, janganlah kau lupa.. Janganlah kau lupakan perasaan dan belaian kasih, sayang dan cinta dari seorang abah.. Walau sesibuk mana pun dia, segarang mana pun dia, seletih mana pun dia.. Perasan dia yang dulunya still masih ada.. Masih ada.. Insyaallah.. Actually, saya tersentuh, tersedih, terimbau kenangan lama...

These are some of people responses....

1.21 Jun 2007..
"Nor sayang Abah.." pertama kali sy ucap kan kata sayang kat Abah..
Itu juga kata sayang yg terakhir sy ucap kan pd Abah ketika Abah sdg nazak..
Abah kembali ke Rahmatullah pagi itu..
Lung cancer stage-4..
Sy ad beribu2 hari sebelumnye untuk ucap kan kata sayang itu..
Tapi tak pernah sekali pun Abah mendengar kata2 itu dr mulut sy..
Rasa kesal tak pernah hilang dlm diri sy..
Ego kan sy sebagai seorg anak..
Hari ini..
Hanya kpd Allah SWT sy selalu bermohon agar sampai kan salam Rindu &
salam Sayang sy pd Abah..

Bila imbas kembali,mmg banyak tingkah laku Abah yg menzahir kan
kasih sayangnya pd sy..
Cuma sy tak sedar ketika itu..
Sebab apa?
Sebab hati sy tidak tulus untuk memahami Abah..
Rasa tak puas hati dgn teguran serta marah Abah pd sy bila mana
sy melakukan sesuatu yg salah di matanya telah menutup hati sy untuk melihat
apa yg tersirat..

Sy menyesal & rasa kesal itu benar2 menyeksa kan sy...
Sy harap apa yg saya rasa ini tidak dirasai oleh sesiapa pun d dunia ini..
Sebab perasaan itu benar2 menyeksakan..
Sy sayang..rindu..kan Abah..

2.tau x??
saya memang nangis trus bila b aca pasal abah ni...
saya baru kehilangan abah saya pada 3 mac lalu...
time amek result spm (12 mac) saya takde perasaan langsung nak amik result...
takut cket2 tu adelaa..
alhamdulillah...dalam kesedihan ...ALLAH pujuk hati ini dgn result yg cemerlang....

kalau boleh saya x nak igt lagi macam mana saya sakitkan hati abah saya....
pernah time saya dah nak pegi kelas memandu...abah tegur pakaian saya...
tapi saya lawan cakap die...
saya merajuk dgn dier.....saya nangis.....

banyak sangat saya sakitkan hati die...

time die sakit dulu bukannye saya jaga btol2...

tapi..... ucapan minta maaf sehari seblom die xde tu laa ucapan minta maaf yg pertama dan terakhir yg saya ucapkan kt dier......

dalam hati ni mmg btul2 nyesal.....]

btullah...sepatut nye kte bukan tunggu utk bergaji besar bru nak balas jasa....
kita tak tau bila ALLAH akan jemput die balik....
sementara umi masih ada nii saya nak btul2 berjasa......



Pernahkah anda menatap orang-orang yang anda sayang saat mereka sedang tidur? Kalau belum, cubalah sekali saja menatap mereka saat sedang tidur. Saat itu yang tampak adalah ekspresi paling wajar dan paling jujur dari seseorang. Seorang artis yang ketika di panggung begitu cantik dan gemerlapan pun akan tampak polos dan jauh berbeza jika ia sedang tidur. Orang paling kejam di dunia pun jika ia sudah tidur tak akan tampak wajah bengisnya.

Perhatikanlah ayah anda saat beliau sedang tidur. Sedarilah, betapa badan yang dulu kuat dan gagah itu kini semakin tua dan lemah, betapa rambut-rambut putih mulai menghiasi kepalanya, betapa kerut merut mulai terpahat di wajahnya. Orang inilah yang tiap hari bekerja keras untuk kesejahteraan kita, anak-anaknya. Orang inilah, rela melakukan apa saja asal perut kita kenyang dan pendidikan kita lancar.

Sekarang, beralihlah. ... Lihatlah ibu anda.... Hmm...kulitnya mulai keriput dan tangan yang dulu halus membelai- belai tubuh bayi kita itu kini kasar kerana menempuhi kehidupan yang mencabar demi kita. Orang inilah yang tiap hari menguruskan keperluan kita. Orang inilah yang paling rajin mengingatkan dan membebeli kita semata- mata kerana rasa kasih dan sayang, dan sayangnya, itu sering kita salah ertikan. Cubalah menatap wajah orang-orang yang kita cintai..sayangi itu... Ayah, Ibu, Suami, Isteri, Kakak, Adik, Anak, Sahabat, Semuanya... Rasakanlah sensasi yang timbul sesudahnya. Rasakanlah energi cinta yang mengalir perlahan-lahan saat menatap wajah mereka yang terlelap itu. Rasakanlah getaran cinta yang mengalir deras ketika mengingat betapa banyaknya pengorbanan yang telah dilakukan orang-orang itu untuk kebahagiaan anda.

Pengorbanan yang kadang-kadang tertutupi oleh salah faham kecil yang entah kenapa selalu saja nampak besar. Secara ajaib Tuhan mengatur agar pengorbanan itu akan tampak lagi melalui wajah-wajah jujur mereka saat sedang tidur. Pengorbanan yang kadang-kadang melelahkan serta memenatkan mereka namun enggan mereka ungkapkan. Dan ekspresi wajah ketika tidur pun membantu untuk mengungkap segalanya. Tanpa kata, tanpa suara dia berkata... "betapa lelahnya..penatnya aku hari ini". Dan penyebab lelah dan penat itu? Untuk siapa dia berpenat lelah. Tak lain adalah KITA..... Suami yang bekerja keras mencari nafkah, isteri yang bekerja keras mengurus dan mendidik anak, juga rumah. Kakak, adik, anak, dan sahabat yang telah menemani hari-hari suka dan duka bersama kita. Resapilah kenangan-kenangan manis dan pahit yang pernah terjadi dengan menatap wajah-wajah mereka. Rasakanlah betapa kebahagiaan dan rasa terharu seketika menerpa jika mengingat itu semua.

Bayangkanlah apa yang akan terjadi jika esok mereka "orang-orang terkasih itu" tak lagi membuka matanya, untuk selamanya ... "

wluape pun yg berlaku,wlu buruk @ jahat mn pun,mrk tetap ibu & ayah kt,tetap keluarga & drh daging kt...jgn persiakan peluang yg ada,jgn biarkan mrk mengalirkan airmata disbbkan kt. tunjukkan lah rs cinta & sayang kt pd mrk sblm semuanya berakhir. hargailah mrk selagi mrk ada didepan kt....sblm Allah ambik blk hak-Nya itu.

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a super+SOT sunday....

still sakit ati with that person's blog!!!!!!!!
aduyai...rosak mood 1 ari neyh!!!!
org sot!
me myself don't know why i'm angry with that "sot" person...
Ya Allah please help me....
today got rexco meeting i also didn't go..
too angry...fuh!!!
i'm not blaming that person..
i'm blaming myself for being so stupid..
not in mood to talk with anyone also..
why i'm like this??
weeee.....
just another day filled with stupidness...

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merentas desa...

3rd october 2009....
got merentas desa today...
i thought after secondary school there will no merentas desa anymore...
somehow at university somemore...aiiisshhhh....
my friend, (poyok) won the 1st prize for woman category..congrats dear!
during merentas desa, me and my driends took a lot of pictures...haha..
such a camwhore!
today also i'm going out with my housemates for dinner..
the "abang" at restaurant macho la...hehehehe...
i'm sooooooo angry with someone today..
don't know why i should angry with that person...
Ya Allah..plz help me to get rid of this feeling...

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me.....

some experience here..at first..i admit that..i'm too shy to speak out..difference in the way we speak..i'm just a sabahan girl..fuh!..trying my best to mingle with people here..and to my surprise, i managed to get along with them..from kelantan, terengganu,kedah people and many more..my roomate is from kedah..nice girl and damn funny also..<>...i met many friends here..especially the teslians...fara,faezah n hijannah..my best buddies forever...

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piece of me...

juz want to share about my life after matrix at labuan..i'm here today at a place called UPSI..which stands for Universiti Peendidikan Sultan Idris which is located at Tanjong Malim, Perak..i'm taking tesl programme which i've applied in the first of my list..Alhamdulillah i've got want i want..weee...and today here i am..in a new place..new surrounding..new friends..

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after some time....

fuh!!...long time since i didn't write here...after busy with matrix life..going back to tawau..i'm completely forgot about this thing i called my blog...haha

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17 days more!!!

bee...17 days more to xM!maw study berabes da ne!!fighting!! 2gether gether kta study k!! PASTI!!!!!

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